What is time?

Well, this is something I’ve been struggling with. What a crazy two years since I've set foot in this space. Let’s start from the beginning…

I am, now, a crazy busy mother of THREE and after going through IVF, pregnancy, delivery and a solid 15 months postpartum I’ve decided I need to revisit why I started this blog in the first place.

With every pregnancy, it never fails, I get taken out with not morning sickness but all day sickness for the first 20 weeks. I do everything I can to just survive. I started this blog as an outlet and honestly, I had nothing to give. I want to make this a success and I am feeling, as much as possible, back to myself!

Starting something new is scary and I fall victim to “I don’t know where to start” or “I must know everything before beginning.” Blogging is completely new to me as has been my life since getting pregnant and I didn’t have space in my brain to manage both and function. I lost all energy in those early months of pregnancy and am just now starting to figure out a routine with three.

Three has been a really big jump for our family. We are moving in all different directions with three in different stages. My oldest is in 1st grade, my middle is in preschool and my youngest is now 15 months old. From learning to read and write to learning how to drink milk out of a sippy cup, we are covering all of the bases!

So, all of that to say, I want to blog. I really enjoy sharing and I think I can give this a real shot. I am telling myself I don’t need to be an expert or have everything planned out, if I rely on that I will never restart. I will be learning as I go and I think that’s ok.

I am going to use this as my outlet. My outlet to be me. As many moms know, we get lost in the brain fog of all that we need to manage. Taking time for me to do something I enjoy has been a major struggle. I love home décor, fashion and shopping for fun finds and so this is where I will share what I’m already doing.

I am making myself a promise to make time for this, so here we go. I am jumping back in.